Is your sign's duality to blame for this?
Pisces is a dual sign, like Libra and Gemini, you might have dual personalities, or sometimes, just a hard time deciding between two paths or options.
Represented by two Fish swimming in the opposite direction, one swims upstream to happiness and glory, and the other one gets carried downstream to ruin.
The first one is the positive and loving Pisces who is also gifted with an almost indestructible optimism, grace, humor, resilience and courage.
The second one is the kind of Pisces everyone dislikes due to its manipulative, martyr, fearful, aloof, needy and just plain sad tendencies.
Which Pisces are you?